Y .Sunday, October 22, 2006.
Lav and Chermaine came over on friday to bake cookies and we went to eat prata for lunch before going to work. Work was fine and moo tiong came to help us coz it was only chermaine and me. Oh and at nite we saw this pretty hot guy with his friend who is not bad too and in the afternoon i saw this quite cute looking guy too. haha recently i keep seeing good looking guys or maybe i THINK i'm seeing good looking guys coz my vision is somehow impaired suddenly. And since friday i've been experiencing emotional rollercoaster. Yesterday coz v free at the shop so Chermaine and me were talking den i talk until i cried. OMG! I think i got her totally freaked out. Hahha... After work suppose to go for Kelvin's b'dae party with Elaine but she last min pang seh so i went to meet Jesslyn, Shu Juan n Yi Wei at Orchard mrt. Den when we were taking bus to Dhoby Ghuat, there was this grp of malay guys who were so idiotic and lack of self-respect, disturbing us and Yi Wei was like so 'useful' juz standing there. hahaha...I was like wat the f*** lahz. assholes. oh manz actaully they dun even deserve to be assholes manz, they'll be putting all assholes to shame. They are something worse. Anway after Kelvin's party we wanted to go K-box so i called home to ask if i can stay out later den my daddy asked wat time den i said like 2am, coz by the time we reach k-box will be 12+ alr. Den he shouted into the phone "might as well dun come home!" den i was like OOPS! haha...
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11:29 AM
Y .Thursday, October 19, 2006.
oh...i'm supposed to be studying organic chem again and i'm having another episode of my emtional overflow.
Who says looks doesn't matter? Pple who say that are usually already good looking so of coz it doesn't matter. When people become friends, it's also first impression which equals to looks. Like in a large group of pple, will you talk to someone who's normal looking or someone who's weird looking?
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9:42 PM
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currently i'm having a 4 hr break so i'm SUPPOSED to use it productively by studying chem. however, yati's laptop happen to be so available since she has gone for a tut. So i juz changed my tagboard coz it gone crazy. Now it's fine. Ok i juz met ellen like ard 30 min ago and elaine abt 35 min ago in the central lib. I had cheese prata for lunch and breakfast. Not bad but v oily.
Yesterday was a bad day coz it was second day of red flag and i was having a freaking headache and was feeling so damnz sleepy. I think that was like my worst feeling school day and it was until 8PM. However, it was also Chermaine's bdae, like finally. In the afternoon i called her to tell her tt i dun think i'll be meeting her to celebrate her bdae and ask her to go along with Candice. Den after i put down the phone den i decided tt i'll juz plan a surprise for her. So after my horrendously long day i went to holland v and i walked one whole big round to get to the normal lively area coz i dunno how to walk and it was pretty dark and i'm really clueless abt walking through HDB flats. Den i went to Yakun to buy kaya toast for dinner and bought Chermaine's bdae cake from breadtalk which is super rich and good! it's almost as good as cartel's Aunty Amy fudge cake except the breadtalk one doesn't have liquer. Candice told me chermaine was gonna be late so i took my own sweet time to walk ard holland V and i saw some pretty nice shops. Den apparently when the 2 Cs reached eskibar the kaputt brain Chermaine dun wanna go in. When i reached Chermaine was telling me how much she hate me. Haha...but i know she means the opposite. Anyway i sent her a msg when i was on the way telling her to enjoy herself during her first pubbing experience to EMPHASIZE tt i'm not going. Haha...oops! So we juz slacked ard and ate cakes coz she brought her tiramisu bdae cake too. And since it was my dinner so i ate like super alot of cakes. It's the second time i felt so saturated by chocolate. When i reached home it was like 11.20 alr. And i had a nice sleep coz too tired. So when i woke up this morning i was reminded abt how much i love sleep.
During my lec this morning there was this super noisy gal who doesn't know wat's the meaning of whisper and she keeps talking and talking so loudly it's like she wants the lecturer to hear her and i was sitting like right behind. And elaine who was pretty far away from me could actually hear her! OMG! stupid chicken backside!
ok time to bond with my oraganic chem tb. Oh and chermaine and lav coming over to my place to bake cookies! I decided tt i wanna bake too!
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2:15 PM
Y .Thursday, October 12, 2006.
I did a super smart thing today by forgettting to bring my hp to sch. Haha.. So dumb! Had chem lab today. I'm so glad tt it's over. I took an extra hr to finish my lab coz the determination of the melting point was super slow and my melting point range for the acidic and neutral cpd could not match the list of given cpds. So i asked the TA to help den he asked me if i mixed up my cpds coz the results would be correct the other way round. I couldn't remember. But after the whole lab thing when i managed to get some fresh air, i realised tt i really mixed up the cpds. Haha..so dumb again. Oh and i poked a hole in a test tube and my conical flask was cracked. In the end i nv go for my biochem lec coz i think by the time i finished my lab, the lecture was alr over.
On the way home i went to ntuc to buy baking stuff for my oatmeal raisin cookies which i'm going to bake tmr!!! But i need to finish like 2 lab reports. And i have 4 lab reports due next week. On sat and sun there the PVC thingy. Tmr i'm going to work. I'm such a busy person....tsk tsk.
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10:29 PM
Y .Wednesday, October 11, 2006.
i have like 3 hrs of break now. and i'm going to use it really productively. i'm planning to do my lab report. Oh and i went to work yesterday coz there was a supposed emergency. Anyway i love chocolate!!! Oh and next wednesday i'm going to bring Chermaine pubbing for her 18 b'dae. We shall go Holland V since it's convenient for me. Hahaha..And i'm going to bake oatmeal raisin cookies on Friday!!! Yeah!!!
By the way Raymond is from my OG and tt tag wasn't even written by him lahz it was written by shu juan who wanted to ruin his image.
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4:23 PM
Y .Sunday, October 08, 2006.
I was bored of studying today so i baked banana chocolate chips cupcakes. I have like 30 or more cupcakes and i dunno wat to do with them coz there's only 3 pple in my family. I'm giving 8 to my auntie so i have 24 left. I shall bring them to sch and distribute. Haha...
I studied transcription today and i think i have information overload coz i can't seem to remember wat i've studied! Anyway it's been a very uneventful and boring day. The weekend is gone. The new week is starting. Next week is a bad week coz i have chem lab on which is so disgusting coz the lab is so hot and i have to wear my lab coat and goggles. Damn shitty. Plus I think this lab is v long coz they say u needa wait for the the crystals to crystallise until ur hair turn white. Tmr is heavy bag day coz there's German and German textbook is very heavy although it's thin. I have to go early to retrive my organic chem book from the locker. There's molecular genetics lab tmr when we continue to play with our E.Coli. I'm really bored now.
Here's a theory:
There's a bimbo in every girl. It's in the X chromosome. If u're a girl, you can't run away from it. For some, most the bimbo gene consist of introns while for others most of bimbo gene consist of exons. That's why there are different degree of bimboness in every girl.
Oh my goodness. I feel so smart for coming up with this theory! I'm putting what i learnt to good use! =D
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9:29 PM
Y .Saturday, October 07, 2006.
Today I saw like 4 wedding cars in total and i haven't seen one since dunno how many donkey years ago. Suddenly a lot of pple getting married today. Do they get married coz of love or coz they dun wanna delay anymore? For social reasons? Due to peer/parents pressure? Are they even marrying the right person? Is the right person the one they love most? Is the one they love most the right person? Or maybe they are getting married coz they're on the rebound. It's so amazing how pple can live with each other for like so many donkey years. Dun they run out of things to say to each other or share with each other? Dun they get sick of each other and each other's bad habits? How do they even know that they are able to live together?
ok this is like a very out of the norm entry.
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11:02 PM
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I think i should stop writing out of the norm stuff. Haha...Juz now i went to Sin Min den i saw this ice cream cafe called icekimo or sth like tt and it looks really cool. the deco on the glass is like snow flakes and they have comfy sofa around. Feels very cosy too. And they have this special desert called spagetti icecream. It's actually vanilla ice cream squeeze out in strands like spagetti den they have so called 'meatballs' which are actually chocolate balls like ferrero rocher. I'm going to try it one day. And their 3 scoops of ice cream cost only $4.80. They also have waffles and stuff.
After visiting the ice cream cafe i went for my grandma's birthday dinner. It was super boring lahz. Nobody to entertain me and i dun really talk to my cousins. And all of them came in couples except for those tt are in secondary and primary sch of coz. And i heard tt my sec sch cousin alr has a bf too...Woah! Kids are growing up too fast these days and my pace is definitely too slow.
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10:48 PM
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as a result from being so bored, i blogged the most entries today and i actually went to surf friendster which is sth i rarely do. I read through all the testimonials people wrote for me. most of them are pretty sweet, some funny, some pretty embarassing. Anyway they bring back memories of the times we spent tog. I miss everyone rite now esp beloved sqdmates. I so totally missed the times when we gossiped abt the same stuff, complain and bitch abt the same thing/person. Now we hardly have any common friends besides each other. Everyone was so together back in those days, unlike now when it's so difficult to even meet up coz everyone's schedule is different. Pretty sad. If only the feeling we had last time could be brought to the present. It will be so perfect. Getting emotional here... Everyone will look less toot and prettier den before. Haha...
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2:10 AM
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i'm so freaking bored. i can't get to sleep coz i've been sleeping late every night. after reading several pple's blog i realise a lot of pple are mugging away. i've got a test on tue but guess wat i dun have a textbook for tt module to study. i can rely on good old campbell but it's not detailed enough. my lecture notes are pretty insufficient. i studied my lecture notes last night coz i wanted to get to sleep and it worked. therefore from today onwards lecture notes are going to become my bed time story. it's mild and dull, juz nice for falling asleep since u're not suppose to read something exciting before sleeping.
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1:27 AM
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heyhey...dun be so against my nails ok?! u all must accept me and my PINK nails! anyway i alr cleaned it off coz it's time to cut nails. so sad..
I had no sch today so i went to meet Chermaine to eat Pepper Lunch at Taka den i went to buy famous amos. Finally got to try the oatmeal raisin cookies. Super nice manz! Den after tt we went to PS to get Chermaine's watch shortened. Den i went to Carrefour to buy ankle socks for my mummy. I bought 2 den the guy charged me for 1 pair only. But of coz honest me told him tt i'm buying 2. Haha...After tt we went to get caramel+tiramisu milkshake from some icecream shop. (doing market survey) Den went to GWC to talk to 'IT'. So i hope everything will go well from here.
Now i'm like super bored so i'm multi-tasking. I'm talking to Chermaine on the phone and blogging at the same time and talking to Ching on msn. I feel so busy now...
*I juz posted this post on the sqd blog. How stupid......
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12:00 AM
Y .Thursday, October 05, 2006.
Yesterday i dreamt that my second last tooth was broken into many pieces and they were falling out.
Interpretation:
1) dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image.
-quite true since my teeth are not anywhere near perfect
2) rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
-i've been embarassing myself frequently. And thanks Yati for continuously embarassing me too.
3) Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard.
-this is super true considering my situation now with 'IT'. anyway i'm determined to resolve the issue tmr.
4) You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.
-this explains why i haven't had a boyfriend. am i tt bad? or ugly? or hopeless? or shi bai?
5) Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.
-last few days i haven't been eating well. my lunch is like my breakfast. bread and milo.
*this info is from http://dreammoods.com
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10:16 PM
Y .Wednesday, October 04, 2006.
Hohoho!!! I'm done with my German and Biochem tests!!! Sehr gut! German was not v good coz the clip they played for the listening was super muffled and fast. Like hallo! We're not experts yet. Biochem was not worth studying so much for. Shouldn't have wasted so much time on it. But anyway at least i know i'll definitely pass since Mr Tempremental went through the answers. Unlike molecular genetics which i screwed up BIG TIME. I've nv done so badly in a test before in my whole entire life. And i'm not even exagerrating here. Anyway i feel super relieved now. Like i can finally breathe. Ok i'm exagerrating here. But an ending is always another beginning coz i have another test on tue on molecular genetics again. And the lecturer just so happens to have a really unique accent which i tried really hard to understand but still can't. I have nth n
o lessons on Friday and i have nth to do. Nobody wants to go out with me. If i get really bored den i'll go to work. Oh and i have hot pink nails!!! Painted to give me luck. Haha. I painted them when i was studying Biochem and it really did give me a bit of luck. And pink nails make me happy!! I was admiring them during my test! After i painted them yesterday and went to sch, in order to test if my nails are real (coz my nails are like naturally nice =p) Bryan went to dig a hole in my nail! Ok i realise this is a rather bimbotic post. But never mind.YYY
10:59 PM