Y .Tuesday, January 30, 2007.
hey hey! i'm back to revive my blog. Once again i'm reviving my blog coz i'm having a 2 hr break and my dear yati has left for some of her 'impt' thing and is skipping biod lec. I was hopping to skip IT lec again tmr to meet Chermaine early to go shopping but ellen say they're releasing the assignment qn. But they'll upload rite? Anyway skpping lecture is like the most addictive activity in uni life. Last week we skipped IT lec and went to Crystal Jade at Holland V to eat xiao long bao. Hahha...naughty naughty! Lately i think i'm into a shoe craze. I bought 2 pairs of shoes on 2 consecutive days. 1 pair is a white open toed high heel shoe. So cute! It was 25 bucks and totally worth it coz it's actually soft. And the next day i bought this pair of xodus heels. It's bronze with liang liang and looks super classy. Quite high. Tt one cost me 46 bucks after discount but my mummy paying for me for tt pair. Absolutely gorgeous!!! I LOVE SHOES! Besides acessories and bags, shoes are the only thing tt u can still wear whether u get fatter or thinner and they can nv go wrong!!!
It's 2 weeks to V day and there's V day ads and talks everywhere - in sch, on radio, in shops, even bnj is coming up w some V day package. V day is actually juz a commercial gimmick but nevertheless smart pple still fall for it and yours truly is one of them. hahha...anyway as the day approaches i feel more at a lost. Haiya...watever lahz...a lot of things can happen in 2 weeks. The only thing tt's cfm on tt day is tt i'm going to celebrate with Chermaine who i juz declared my boy/girlfriend yesterday night.
Y .Saturday, January 20, 2007.
Reached sch at abt 1pm so tt i could buy my Econs text and help cherm buy her psych text. Carrying it all the way to gwc was pure torture. Went to sch of computing to find the general office for direct appeal to change my tut class for IT1003, but they say muz do through cors. Den i discovered CBLC. It was the first time i went there and i din noe whether i can use it freely or i need to book but i decided tt i have no time coz it was right before biod lab so i juz anyhow use 1 com. I finally managed to do an online appeal for IT1003.
When i reached gwc i went to food junction to buy nasi lemak/padang which cost me a bomb of $5.50. So ex! but got alot lah and the chicken was super super yummy. I'm starting to feel really tired of working. I seriously need a break but i can't cancel all my shifts now because of the new 10 days in advance cancellation system. I'm working like everyday besides 1 day in the week when i'm giving tuition. I need sometime for myself and my parents but my mum is working every night too. I think this is like a major part of the reason why i rather go to work than go home. However if i dun go to work i will feel super lost and i have nth to do. I noe i need to study or at least read thru the lec stuff since i dun even pay attention during lec, but i can't do it! I think i have become too attached to bnj alr. I need someone to draw me away from bnj and reduce my attachment to it. I think i'm crazy to become so attached to a store. I think to counteract this, i need to find a love life. So i will have a sch life, a love life and a bnj life. Den i wun be so attached to bnj anymore.
Y .Thursday, January 18, 2007.
hey hey...having stats lecture now with yati the pretty (rhymes! means correct!) beside me. interesting lec that's why i'm blogging. had anatomy lab juz now and once again we were late again. i think we shd be crowned the late queens of life science. Haha..and i actually managed to dislocate the hip joint of a skeleton. Hahha...the skills of mayvina wee...Oh and we are wearing pink and white shoes again!!! we're always nicely dressed for anatomy lab so that the cadavers can appreciate our effort since some of their eyes are still open. The LT is like winter winter wonderland. And we're going fong seng to eat prata and yati's banana split.
Y ..
Cry On My Shoulders
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you want to cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
Y .Wednesday, January 17, 2007.
Went to the office this morning to learn the scheduling. I was so smart to drink grapefruit juice (like really freshly squeezed one) even though i did not have breakfast. After tt i had minor gastric. Anyway went to gwc to meet chermaine for lunch. I ate subway cookie and california roll for lunch. So satisfying. My IT lec was only at 4 so i slacked ard in the store and started to contemplate whether i shd got for lec or not. In the end i still went lahz. I'm not sure how the lec was coz i wasn't paying attention at all. Ellen, grace and me were like thinking abt out tut slots. After tt i went home and it started to rain, thx to chermaine's jinxed mouth! And i had my first tuition session today. I taught chemistry and my tutee thought that i was quite good. Haha... She wants me to teach her A & E maths too..Cool! I miss math.
Y .Tuesday, January 16, 2007.
hoho..i muz be like one of the most unlucky person alive in the past 24 hrs. Yesterday night Francis left early leaving Regina and me to do closing but there wasn't many pple so it wasn't tt bad. Next someone told me i need to change my princess attitude. Like watever man! So wat if i was borned to be a princess? And if i were a spoilt princess i would never have worked my way up to a bloody shift leader. The worst thing is tt he doesn't noe me well enough to judge me tt way! Next i went home to check the results of the tut balloting and tada! no econs tut for me and i need to got for my IT tut alone if ellen's appeal is not successful. Going for tut alone wun be as bad if projects weren't involved. This morning i typed a super long post and could not publish and can't recover too! The whole world is against me, even the blog.
Y ..
Time Machine - The Click Five
Oh what mess you've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke
Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone
Oh what shame
You know I didnt mean for the winds to change
Won't ever be the same
Cause the kisses that you blew
Could never ever move
I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwindIn my time machine
Hey you
Ya i'm talking to you
You lost the love in bed
And now it's just dead
Cause it didn't mean a thing
Waiting for a ring
Hey it's a game
And ain't it a shame that it's just a show
I thought that this was love
But I can't be fooled again
I'm cryin' out
But I can't give in
I think you need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
All the things that we could change(things that we could change)
Now we'll never be the same
I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody elseI just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
Y .Friday, January 12, 2007.
I always have things to update when i'm not online, but when i come to this pg i forgot like 90% of the things i wanna say. I think i'm getting old. Anyway today was a pretty exciting day at BnJ. Ok, not exactly exciting but stuff did happen. Someone made history. Was actually having some training in the head office w aizah den later had to rush down to gwc. Chermaine rushed down frm her hse too. After tt i had biod lab and i actually managed to reach nus in 30min frm gwc. And i also finally sold my german stuff to this indian guy scholar who i thought was a girl all along. Hahha.. My biod TA is a pretty cool guy who's damnz slack and funny and not bad looking too. Hahha... And since he's a TA he's probably smart too! I think biod lab is going to be quite fun. Lab benchies are abt the same pple as lsm 1102 and 1101 plus some other pple too. And i'm not sure whether it's me or the microscope, but everytime i touch it, it kinda goes out of focus and nth can be seen. hhaha...We finished lab like abt 2 hrs early too! So shuang. Wanted to head down to gwc but i ended up going home. I realised recently that i dun really have a life. When i'm not working or going to sch, i have no idea wat to do. I'm quite lazy to ask pple out too coz everyone probably has a life and i would need to call like 10 pple before someone is actually free to go out. And shopping is getting pretty boring too. Always seeing the same things, going the same places, shopping at the same shops, looking at nice clothes which price tags are as nice, looking at stick thin pple nicely dressed ard town. Oh no! I'm starting to sound depressed now!
Y .Tuesday, January 09, 2007.
I actually dozed off during my first anatomy lec. The lecturer is like mr potato. Anyway yati who was dozing off too actually managed to realise tt the mr potato keeps looking in our direction while she struggles to stay awake. The cool part about anatomy is that we actually get to see and cut up dead bodies. Quite a gross thing and i dunno how the hell am i going to survive it. The first prac is on thurs! But really, how many pple actually get to cut up a dead body or get to see a dead body being cut up in their life time? Ok this is a sick thought. After that i acutally ate a proper lunch like since dunno how many donkey years. N i ate alot the whole day. I ate jap meal which was quite a lot alr, and i spent 1 hr on my lunch coz i was 'acting' important with my laptop. Hahha...after lunch, under the bad influence of yati i went to get chocolate. And when i went to work, i ate 2 cones of ice cream (oatmeal, strawberry cheesecake, vanilla and dublin). So my dinner was on the hse. I can't believe how much junk i ate today! My goodness! I feel like a super round ball!
Y .Sunday, January 07, 2007.
I seriously have no idea why do i keep getting myself into trouble all the time. Last sem i manage to screw up my life by taking german which tut is at 7 at night and i got the worse grade for it. This sem i'm taking econs which i dropped in JC. Seriously wat's wrong with me?! Do i feel happy torturing myself in this ridiculously way? No! I do not but i'm still doing it! What the hell! Sch has not even started and i feel screwed alr. What a good way to start a new sem. Plus i'm getting all confused and irritated by this single soul who is such an idiot!
Y .Saturday, January 06, 2007.
Had bad nights for the past 3 night coz no AIRCON. Now i have bad eye circles/bags and bad complexion. I'm so gonna see a doc on mon after sch. I can't believe sch is starting in like 2 days time. Damnz it! And i so totally hate bidding to the max. Got outbidded for my Cultures of the Comtemporary World mod. Why are the freaking GEMs going at so high points. Now i can only go for sucky mods like Principles of Economics. I dropped econs for goodness sake. I wouldn't have thought of taking if ziping weren't taking. Take tog den got company. Otherwise i'll be lost all alone. *sobs* When will be the turning point in my life when things will acutally start to get slightly more exciting? Sometimes i do stupid things when i'm thinking, and i also do stupid things when i'm not thinking. How?
Y .Wednesday, January 03, 2007.
Darn aircon started leaking yesterday and tt was when my brain started to leak rationality too. Muz be the Bacardi although i drank it in minute amt. Had a horrible night coz i had to sleep without the aircon and it was super stuffy. I refused to open the window otherwise i'll wake up w love bites frm mosquitoes. I think i woke up like every 2 hrs and i finally climbed out of bed at 7AM to go jog. And i found out tt jogging is really therapeutic during the process. I actually felt my brain clearing up the confusion and stupidity. Now i juz feel like going back to sleep.