Y .Wednesday, November 15, 2006.
It rained like huge hippos and rhinos juz when i'm going down the bus. Den as i walked frm the bus stop to the forum, like the bottom half of my jeans got wet. Den abt like 5 min later the rain became like a drizzle. I was so angry! So stupid! Did not have Food and Health lec today so only went to sch ard 2. It was the last German lec and we got back all our test papers. Did pretty badly for the semester test. =( Oh and we kinda had a mini early X'mas celebration. We learnt how to sing Silent Night in German and the lecturer bought Gingerbread cookies for us. Super yummy!!! After lec suppose to go for lunch w yati and sufian but yati and me took like abt 1 hr to photocopy chapters from ping tong's genetic book den no time alr. So i went home starving. I skipped my last German tut. Feel pretty bad coz Frau Lian is pretty nice. Haiz...but i din want to wait until 7 alone, plus i got a super long lab report due tmr.
I'm going to plan a list of things to do when exam ends. Here goes:
- meet up with sqdmates and bimbo clan [i miss all of them so much!]
- work! [i'll miss the icecream when i'm studying]
- play badminton, tennis and jog [study=sticking butt on chair=get fat=unhealthy=BAD!]
- go bugis street shopping [i haven't been shopping for the longest time ever. i need the air of shopping centres]
- read novels
- bake!
- meet new friends [Chermaine say it muz be on my to-do list]
- clear up my nus email account
- change my blog skin
- watch this 2 korean drama serial
- rot
- go eskibar
- plan for a X'mas gathering
.....and the list goes on..............
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8:42 PM
Y .Tuesday, November 14, 2006.
Went to watch Material Girls with Chermaine. It was a super bimbotic show indeed. But there was this super duper shuai and hot guy in the show. We ate this super huge pkt of popcorn coz we overestimated our appetite. After tt we went to BnJ and moo tiong was there so he asked one of the girls to make Belgium waffles for us. Super yummy too! Actually i went there to test the Cake Challenge cake but they brought them to USQ alr. So sad. I was so looking forward to eating the ice cream cakes.
Went for chem tut after tt and finally i attended the right tut. Den comes my molecular genetics CA3. Now i have another screwed up CA under my belt. Hahahhahaa...only acadamic experts can do it. It's really not easy to screw up as badly as i did.
Oh and doggie shaked my hand yesterday when i went to visit her!
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9:42 PM
Y .Monday, November 13, 2006.
Finally German tests are over for good but only for this sem...Haiz...No needa think abt German anymore after wed which is my last lec and tut. Mr Scottish finally decided to end the syllabus today. It took him really long to do tt. So on wed and thurs i dun have morning lectures! Dun have to wake up at 8! Yea! But i need to do my chem lab report which i heard is very difficult to do and very long. But i have reference from ziping and according to yati his report is quite good. Hahha...I slept at ard 2 last night and again i woke up with the thought of i love sleep. Tmr i'm going to watch material girls with Chermaine before my chem tut. Probably a super bimbotic show tt only pple like Chermaine will ask me to watch. Hhaha...I so totally can't wait for ALL the exams to end! Oh and chem exam is like next sat. It's no more next next it's juz next! Oh manz!
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7:16 PM
Y .Sunday, November 12, 2006.
This is my aunt's puppy. Super duper cute rite? She brought it over to my hse yesterday and I made a solo album for the dog. I took like 75 pictures of it. Oh manz! It's my lastest love! She has some super funny hobbies. She loves my father's shoe so much tt it keeps chewing it. She also likes the grass patch with yellow little flowers. She keeps rolling on it until the flowers got smashed up. And my mother was plucking vegetables at tt time den the doggie kept running towards the pile of veggie den when we give her like a leaf, she doesn't want to eat. Carnivore! When she juz came to my hse she was super active jumping and running here and there. After awhile when she got tired she kept running under the car until a point of time when she juz stayed there and refused to budge and we had to use an umbrella to push her out!YYY
10:34 PM
Y .Thursday, November 09, 2006.
I feel like drinking Bailey's. I'm going to drink after i blog. Today's lab was very sucky. I was stirring something in a test tube using a glass rod too hard and the poor lousy test tube broke at the base. The contents happen to be some really disgusting mud-like thing which was Tollen's reagent. And my lab coat was stained with the disgusting mud-like thing and it soaked through and stained my jeans too. So when i reached home i had to do laundry. It's such a tiring job to wash a pair of jeans and a HUGE lab coat. I had to use tonnes of bleach to remove the stain. N my hands were like rotting after the laundry ordeal. And then through the whole lab session i was so confused, not to mention pissed. Den i actually did some test with yvonne tan and copied her results. Hahaha...unexpected alliance. I think i really need to start mugging and not only plain mug but mug my ass off and mug like crazy. I need time! and the stupid mr scottish doesn't wanna stop teaching his nv ending chapters although his heart 'bleeds' for us. damnz him! oops! shouldn't curse. it's bad for my karma. but i can't take back my words so too bad.
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10:26 PM
Y .Wednesday, November 08, 2006.
Hohoho!!! I'm partially high today! even after i screw up my biochem test BIGBIG time. What the hell is phospholipase A2?! I was suppose to noe coz Swarmi said it was impt but it was only one slide and it kinda slipped past my attention. Haha...but i dun really care. I've got better things to think abt. (yea like waT?) Today was my last food and health lec! Yea! I really like tt mod but having not to wake up early next week for a 10am lecture is nevertheless a joy in my sucky life. Need to thrive on trivial happiness and cheap thrills. Chermaine came to nus to meet me to discuss our ice cream cake project and we actually got somewhere. We went to Munchie Monkey for lunch and the calamari was pretty good. I ate cabonara and almost died of jelat-ness. We're going down to gwc to design the cake on fri. Fri is suppose to be my free day and i din wanna work too. But unforseen circumstances make me gotta work. Damnz it manz! I need to study for my german semester test! think v easy ar? so many things to know. I'm going bonkers again. N i met ellen outside the central lib and she dragged me and chermaine to biz canteen for lunch. After biochem test i was half an hr late for my german tut. Hahha...the ultimate lateness! and i was still strolling with yati.
I so totally can't wait for the exams to be over so i can go out with anybody anytime everytime! And tmr is finally my last chem lab!
After wat pple say, i really hope there's a possibility. I know there's only like a minute speck of chance or maybe none at all but well... =D
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10:25 PM
Y .Tuesday, November 07, 2006.
I tried really hard and i tried my best to be on time for chem tut. But unforseen circumstances like the stupid bus always make me late on a tue no matter how early i leave my hse. Damn it! So i had to take a cab. And this time i went for the right tut which was a repeat of the wrong tut tt i went for. And i thought she was going to do tut 4 but she did tut 5 which i din prepare again. Haiz. so i went for the same tut twice unprepared. I'm such a screw up.
Molecular genetics lecture today was a total challenge to the saturation point of my brain. I actually paid close attention initially but after the break tata went my attention. Good job Mayvina! And next tue we're gonna have an open book and open discussion test. I can forsee that it's gonna be super difficult so now we're on a mission to recruit smart pple on our team. So far the smarties we have are yati, the uncles and me. Yea!
Oh no! i'm confused! It's random but yar. I am.
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9:45 PM
Y .Monday, November 06, 2006.
I woke up thinking i love sleep again. What a nice day to start the day. So i went to sch on time but i waited for yati at the bus stop coz i refused to go in. Den i met gina and kelvin. Kelvin is like super funny. He wants to take a bus to LT32 instead of walk coz he doesn't wanna sweat. OMG! So meterosexual! And my dear yati did a really smart thing during lecture which i shall not reveal. Hahaha! and german lec came w a terrible news - there's another german test next mon and it's a semester test. There's also a molecular genetics test next tue! OMG! I'm so going bonkers manz! But i'm going to take it with a smile! =D
The only interesting thing tt happened today is tt Yen Soon came to visit and i met Sheni! Hahha...he was suppose to crash organic chem lec but he overslept so he came later. And he came to central lib to find me after german lec and couldn't find his way to the deck. Hahaaha...not v smart. It's really amazing how we haven't kept in contact for like almost a yr and suddenly we meet and there wasn't any awkwardness. Nth really changed except he got tanner and bulkier and he's like forever suan-ing me. Molecular genetics lab was changed to a lecture so he crashed tt lecture. And i fell asleep during the lec like really slept. I nv like really slept so deeply during lec before and yati took pictures of me sleeping without me knowing. My goodness! so unglam!
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8:41 PM
Y .Sunday, November 05, 2006.
Today is such a lazy day. Besides coming up w my "thin pple are mutants" theory, I wasn't very productive. I juz feel like sleeping for the whole day. I'm so distracted with my thoughts abt everything except how i'm going to be so screwed if I continue this way. Anyway this wed is going to be a really sucky day too coz i have 2 tests, biochem and german, i need to hand in my food and health assignment and it's a freaking late day. I'm like forever having german tests. Where's my optimism when i need it?!
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8:29 PM
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"perhaps thin people are the ones who are abnormal" - Theodore Van Itallie, a noted obesity researcher.
Why?
This is linked to Darwin's Theory - Survival of the fittest. Like 40,000 yrs ago, "feast and famine" cycles were common. So those people that are able to store more energy have an advantage in survival compared to those that cannot. Energy is stored as body fat. Therefore people who are fatter have a selective advantage, and they are selected by nature to survive and pass on their favourable trait. Now, I conclude that thin people did not evolve correctly. They are mutants.
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8:20 PM
Y .Saturday, November 04, 2006.
Yesterday night i dreamt tt i was in a lab. Here's the interpretation again:
To dream that you are in a laboratory, signifies that you are experimenting with your inner feelings, beliefs, and fears and testing yourself. Alternatively, you may be going through some sort of transformation.
WOW!
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10:16 PM
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I dreamt tt i was being chased by an attacker on the way to Chermaine's hse the day on fri.
So here's the interpretation from dreammoods.com:
"Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it. Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure.
The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.
One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your dreams are a way of calling attention to these self-destructive actions."
The interpretation is so freaking true. I am running away and avoiding it. I am stressed. I am scared. I am angry. Bloody hell.
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10:05 PM
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Work was super slow today. I woke up like extra early at 8 am to go for pilates den rushed to work coz my dear Chermaine was doing opening alone. Reached there at abt 11.15. Could have reached earlier but i waited super long for 16 to come. At abt 3.30 eliza, the new girl came. Den later Jenny came and things started to get really funny and fun. Can't wait to work with them again but tt will only come like 1 mth later coz i needa mug my ass off for the finals. Damnz idiotic! Oh and we acted out a scene of miss-bitch- princess which was super funny. Like saying hot-fludge. Like hello! it's FUDGE! I had my period of depression today. I dunno why or maybe i noe why. Quite hard to say. Anyway i feel super stressed out. I hate my life now. I need someone to make it better. At least juz do sth to make me happy. And i seriously need to stop thinking so much. I'm so stupid and dumb!
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9:52 PM
Y .Thursday, November 02, 2006.
I dun wanna think so much and expect too much. Remind me not to think too much abt something that will most probably never happen in a million years. I need to get rid of the feeling or wait for it to be gone. I like and hate this feeling tt i have coz on one hand it feels nice but on the other hand it's breaking down my self-protection mechanism which i cannot allow. I'm not tt stupid and i'll not be.
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10:04 PM
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something's wrong with me. i dunno wat. it muz be coz of my irregular meals. something scary happened this morning. Anyway there was no chem lec today coz mr scottish is not ard. So i spent my morning productively doing my lab report. Den i went to town to meet chermaine to bring her to nus to crash my lec. And she helped me to take down notes while i surf friendster. haha...after tt weichieh gave us a lift to holland and we ate super yummy XO fish bee hoon plus hotplate beancurd. And he was super funny during the ride. Lack of sleep makes him angry and funny. Haha...we had a really good laugh in the car. And chermaine thinks the group of them are quite funny so she's going to crash my lec more often and she can take notes for me. YEA! After tt we went to search for a secret route frm the holland rd to the holland V bus stop which is super long. But i'm sure there's another way. Coz i always see this guy on 165 who always appears at the 95 terminal bus stop at the same time as me but we take different route. I think he walks so i was determined to find tt secret route.
Working tmr with chermaine and miss bitch-useless-princess. Hope i'll have fun and miss bitch-useless-princess dun piss me off too much.
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9:48 PM
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4:28 PM
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oh i survived one wed again. went for lunch with sally, ellen and her friend. i miss having a meal with sqdmates!!! ohh and at 7 i went for my german oral and it was pretty screwed up..oops! I'm so gald it's over. was feeling super stressed over it. spent my break with yati in the lib as usual looking at photos and apparently we made lots of noise den kena complaint. oops! so paiseh! and after biochem tut i had to go for my german oral and yati was going to engin mac so we took the same bus and guess wat smart thing we did? we took the wrong bus! of all buses we took C which is the only bus tt turns after YIH. so stupid. and we din realise until the bus turned. oh man den we were asking each other how coz i was going to be late for my oral. den the woman who was sitting in front of us told us to get down opposite the music fac and take bus B. Tt was super paiseh too! and den when we crossed the rd to the busstop to take bus B, there were actually 2 pple who asked us for directions. so ironic! asking 2 pple who juz took the wrong bus! den there was guy at the bus stop who i think thinks tt we are super dumb! coz my smart yati go and ask him how to go central lib. den when the 2nd person who asked us for directions the guy juz help us answer coz i think he's scared we'll give the wrong directions and they'll get lost. haha...so funny! this is like a super duper amusing day!
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12:26 AM
Y .Wednesday, November 01, 2006.
hey i back to update...not tt i've gone anywhere..but have been pretty busy. i'm going to have my german oral today! so scary! and i have hot pink nails again!! haha..the chem test on mon was pretty crappy, and i think i went for the wrong chem tut yesterday..oh and yesterday's party at raffles city was a halloween party which is themed sch uni..i went there w/o knowing wat party it is so i kept telling pple i dunno wat party izzit..haha...anyway i had a really fun time with all fellow scoopies in sch uni..first time there's so many pple at a time at the store..took lots of photos of the store...chermaine and me took really lots of funny and cool pics..i'll upload them soon...oh and my auntie has a golden retriever puppy which is super adorable..it looks exactly like a soft toy! i'm going to take a pic of it and put it all over the place..the dog is my new love...haha...oh and i have new secret codes which are poultry-chicken, duck and goose, cow and mutton..haha...i love poultries! and looking for a chicken...
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10:11 AM