Y .Friday, March 30, 2007.
Had anatomy test today. It was like 2 essay questions den as usual i thot i got alot of time so i took my time to do the first qn den in the end the 2nd qn not enough time. And i kinda forgot alot of stuff abt the cranial nerves and i thot dun really needa to remember v well but in the end it was tested. =X anyway i felt super drained after the test. After sch went to play badminton with ellen, ger and her friend pauline at tanglin cc. Wah lao tanglin cc sucks man. U need to like set up ur own net and the walls are like white which blends with the colour of the shuttlecock. I see the shuttlecock fly here and there untill wanna go cokeye lor. Ellen was came up with some crap abt how destiny lies in our hands when we got the side with the bad feng shui. Damn funny lah! After that i went to work and i met nana on the bus on the way to gwc. So coincidental! den we went to work tog. The place was like super messy when i reach lah den i was nagging at them big time and nana tinks that i scold pple v zai. =X my god i think she's sadistic! Haha..oh and i ate like a pig today despite a resolution i made yesterday to eat proper. I ate a bar of chocolate in the morning, drank papaya which is like the only healthy thing i consumed today, den i ate subway for dinner and of coz ice cream and belgian waffle despite me promising myself i will not eat icecream today, and after tt my parents brought me to eat roti prata at thomson rd there. Super yummy! but i was too bloated to enjoy it much. So much for my healthy lifestyle. think i took in more calories than i burnt from badminton. Damn! which means playing badminton was a waste! *sobs*
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1:41 AM
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ooo...i'm home after a super long day. went for pilates this morning den went to work, went shop shop w chermaine after work den went to meet sqdmates for spectrum therapy. Anyway i came up w a new term. catching fish=fishing, therefore catching golden turtle=turtling. Officially from now onwards my new hobby is turtling. haha...oh and we din get to take the hot air balloon coz it was threatening to rain. So sad...
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12:33 AM
Y .Wednesday, March 28, 2007.
Guess why i'm blogging? Coz i need to study for anatomy. Test is tmr. Was supposed to study yesterday night but some idiotic shit happened den got no mood to study alr. Perhaps it was juz an excuse not to study. Anyway ellen and me went to this website with super nice and cheap stuff plus it's branded. She was aiming for this DKNY jeans while i was aiming for this Lot29 denim skirt which is super damn damn nice but i dunno how to convert their sizes so couldn't get it. Plus it's pretty dangerous to get bottoms online coz u really need to try them on. It's unlike t-shirt. Like how wrong can u look in a t-shirt. Oh ellen have tickets for a hot air balloon ride which is so cool lah! Hope when we get onto it we'll not be too heavy that it can't float up. That'll be super embaressing! Hahha...
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10:46 AM
Y .Monday, March 26, 2007.
[pretty and romantic Chijmes. I want to go there on a date!! =p]
Went for dinner with my parents today at raffles hotel and was super full so we decided to walk ard before going home. We headed towards Chijmes. Never been in there at night before and it was really pretty inside. So romantic! Of coz the price of the food also super high lah. And i told my mum after i find my golden turtle i'll ask him to bring me there for a date. Den she was like no need lah i bring u here. Hahha... Oh and before dinner we were walking ard raffles city and she wanted to go into a gift shop so we went Cards n Such. She was looking at bdae cards and it was like super obvious she's shopping for my bdae card and she still ask me the card nice or not and she say she looking for 20th bdae one. OMG! den i was like asking her why are u shopping for MY bdae card with ME? tt's like super wrong lah! I was so eiao-ed. Anyway after visiting Chijmes i decided tt i'm going to find a bf by the 14 may. Nevermind that i said the same thing last year too...haha...tt's my new resolution!
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11:48 PM
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Here are my new shoes! Instead of juz buying 1 pair of hot pink ones i decided to buy a pair of yellow one too coz it's selling at $29.40. I really love the pink pair but the yellow one is like sth new so i so gotta get it! haha...i'm beginning to think i'm a compulsive shopper/spender. But the economy really need pple like me so that it will not go into recession and that's applying wat i learnt from econs. So by sacrificing my money, i'm helping to stimulate the economy. This shd give me some good karma points. Haha...plus i worked my ass off after buying those 2 pairs of shoes coz there was a lot of pple on sat. Sales have never been so high for a long time. I think it muz be the power of gwc cherm-nanas. Haha...Anyway i really love being financially independent. I thought my parents will actually freak out by the shoes i bought but my mum was pretty impressed by the price i bought the 2 pairs for. She thought i spent $100+ on them, but in acutal fact they're only $58.80! Haha...and my auntie was super on abt my new shoes too! she thinks i shd wear each side a different colour since they're the same design! YYY
11:26 PM
Y .Friday, March 23, 2007.
I have learnt my lesson so now i'm blogging on notepad first! Went bnj this morning to help Chermaine do opening and then did some studying of the nervous system. I ate banana crumble yesterday and peach crumble today.I think it's pretty yummy but always after eating like 3/4 i feel super full. I was feeling pretty tired this morning and i couldn't get out of bed. grrr! Anyway went for biod lab after tt and it was pretty boring until i reached the last station. It's either the TA is interesting, the animals were interesting, or coz it was simply the last station so it appeared interesting. Anyway i decided to go and really get tt pair of PINK shoes that i'm so in love with.
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10:19 PM
Y .Thursday, March 22, 2007.
oh darn it! i actually typed a super long post with the lyrics and now everything is gone coz blogger was giving me some shit abt not being able to connect and after i accidentally deleted my whole post blogger decides to let me publish but my COMPLETE post is GONE. Darn it! I'm so freaking pissed and angry. waste my time only lah! Come on blogger! It's time to wake up ur ideas especially towards moI. IDIOT!
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11:58 PM
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Hey jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.
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9:49 PM
Y .Wednesday, March 21, 2007.
I was like 30min late for tut so my tut was only for 30min. So i asked ellen to go w me for tut den she went and the tutor allowed her to mark attendance so she dun have to attend hers. haha...so we went to vivo to shop with grace. Was super tired after tt. I wanted to start studying for anatomy CA2 but of coz when i came home i got distracted by the comp and everything. I realise i only start updating regularly when i have really impt things to do which i dun feel like doing. This is so bad! I need some motivation manz. Gimme my motivation!!!
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9:31 PM
Y .Tuesday, March 20, 2007.
was abt like 40min late for lec today coz the road to sch was practically jammed all the way frm near my hse until serene centre! OMG! I almost died on the bus. Anyway! Apparently lec wasn't v useful. After stats lec and before stats tut i slacked ard w uncle and ping tong (as usual) den we were like bitching abt someone. Haha...damnz funny! Oh and they like my marble oreo cheesecake loads! Ping tong wants to be the interior designer of my cafe and uncle wants to design my cafe's webpage. haha.. After tut went to work and i had ai xin dinner made by chermaine. The egg was super delicious. Thx darling chermaine! Oh and we decided to play a prank on aizah so we inflated a latex glove and drew fingernails on it and put it into the blender with water with red colouring. Hhaha...i think she's gonna kill us when she sees that tmr morning and she's doing opening herself!
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12:06 AM
Y .Sunday, March 18, 2007.
Time is passing really slowly today! I baked finish my cheesecake and finally watched finish hana kimi and it's still not time to go to work. Now tt i'm done with the show i feel kinda lost. Like nth to do alr. So sad...I think the feeling of liking someone secretly is like so sweet provided the person secretly likes u back too (like in the show). I think somehow 暧昧 and 暗恋 phase is like more exciting than really getting into a relationship. Coz i think this phase is like filled with mixed emotions and there are a lot of uncertainties. Sometimes it'll be like v sweet, sometimes u'll be angry/sad/confused. It'll come to a time when u want to give up but u actually realise that it's not so simple in the process of trying. When it comes to a point when you think u're alr over it, something happens and u're back at sq 1. The cycle will probably repeat itself until u really get urself to get over it.
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2:12 PM
Y .Saturday, March 17, 2007.
Juz came home from shopping w ellen! I bought a white jacket and a belt buckle and got my belt altered so i can change the buckle anytime. Ellen bought this customised cap which is super cool! And we wore the same colour coincidentally! so cool! and we counted we have like 8 yrs of friendship! oh man! tt's like almost a decade! Anyway i saw this pink high heel shoe at far east and fell in love at first sight with it but i din get it coz it's like 50 bucks and i really spent quite a lot from my bugis shopping trip plus this shopping trip. And i wasn't even suppose to buy anything this trip, only to allow ellen to do her retail therapy. I really love that pair of shoes!!!!! *sobs* I think i'm in love!YYY
11:59 PM
Y .Friday, March 16, 2007.
went to changi beach today for biod field trip. it was pretty boring although we saw some interesting creatures which are disgusting at the same time. haha...we were supposed to go with the bus arranged by the sch but at the carpark we saw uncle so of coz we thick skin-ly ask him to drive us there. So we took his car in comfort. haha..when we reached there it was drizzling and it was pretty cold but after awhile the sun came up and it became super hot. The TA was taking super long time to find species along the shore for us to see so it became pretty boring since half of us dun give a damn abt wat we see. After tt we finally got into the water to fish for stuff and we caught some crabs and fishes. The only fish i remember is the yellow-jacket fish. After tt elaine and i minus yati went back in uncle's car too. He fetched us to ngee ann poly. I'm so glad he has a car and most importantly kind enough to fetch us. haha...can't wait to pass my driving so i can start driving myself ard. That is if i actually dare to. haha...i'm gonna be the ultimate road hazard!
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10:01 PM
Y .Monday, March 12, 2007.
I went for a haircut today. Dun think anyone can actually see any difference but the amount of hair the hairdresser cut was really ALOT and i'm amazed i still have hair left. The top is now super short. I think i can spike it. And my Hana Kimi is still stuck at episode 10 and i haven't even started watching. Only started loading. haha...Today i learnt sth new abt nus again. Went exploring computing with uncle and ping tong coz i wanted to print notes and refused to go to the sci lib so uncle bring us go and explore. haha..in the end instead of printing 2 sets we only got 1 set and i only discovered during econs tut. -_-! after tt ping tong went back with me to look for it coz i insisted that i printed while he insisted tt he nv see anything after my first set came out. Anyway there is no noteS! kk! gonna watch desperate housewife!
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9:58 PM
Y .Saturday, March 10, 2007.
Juz came back from lainey's surprise party at minds cafe. Went out with chermaine earlier to watch music and lyrics and walk walk. I was wearing my xodus heels with the hope of actually breaking into it, but no such luck. It almost broke my small toe. It hurt so bad that i had to buy a pair of flip flops from novo that had shoelaces with an attempt to make flip flop look less slack. The shoelaces are a little complicated so of coz mayvina din bother to actually use it. But the slippers are quite nice. Played badminton yesterday and i'm having muscle ache today! I feel a great sense of achievement coz it makes me feel like i actually did real workout. I hope we do that every week. Den i can start my healthy lifestyle. Haha...
Recently i'm in the mood to declare my love for all my friends (i dunno y), esp chermaine, sqdmates and yati. I really love u guys like lots and lots and lots coz i dun have to becareful with wat i say/do ard u all. I dun have to feel a single doubt abt all of you and i dun have to worry that i'll make any of u angry if i did something wrong, coz throughout the times that we spent tog i feel that there is this kind of understanding between us that makes us forget wat each other has done. Even if there actually is a little unhappiness, i know that it will not last, it'll only be momentary like probably for a few seconds? I really treasure the bond and trust that we have forged between us. I'm so glad u guys are actually part of my life. Although i'm always subjected to acts of 'cruelty', i still love u all for always making me laugh. =D
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12:51 AM
Y .Wednesday, March 07, 2007.
I was thinking abt Mitch Albom's 'The 5 People You Meet in Heaven'. It mentioned that people make changes in other people's life with or without knowing it, be it bad or good. I wonder if i ever made a change in someone's life? Yesterday i met a fortune teller on my way to my hse's bus stop and he told me that i have a cheerful face and that i'll have good luck but my luck is not here yet, but it'll come soon. And he said tt this is because i keep helping pple but no one is helping me. I wonder who i actually helped, assuming wat he said is true. I'm in my confused state again. It muz be the hormones messing up my thots and moods. I wonder wat if 1 day i disappeared from this surface of the earth, will someone's life not be the same? Or will everyone continue their life like i nv existed before?
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9:27 PM