Y .Sunday, March 18, 2007.
Time is passing really slowly today! I baked finish my cheesecake and finally watched finish hana kimi and it's still not time to go to work. Now tt i'm done with the show i feel kinda lost. Like nth to do alr. So sad...I think the feeling of liking someone secretly is like so sweet provided the person secretly likes u back too (like in the show). I think somehow 暧昧 and 暗恋 phase is like more exciting than really getting into a relationship. Coz i think this phase is like filled with mixed emotions and there are a lot of uncertainties. Sometimes it'll be like v sweet, sometimes u'll be angry/sad/confused. It'll come to a time when u want to give up but u actually realise that it's not so simple in the process of trying. When it comes to a point when you think u're alr over it, something happens and u're back at sq 1. The cycle will probably repeat itself until u really get urself to get over it.